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Name: Julianna
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Interests: I a christian.... shopping, music, movies, friends, meeting new people...my youth group...we have fun...lol
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Thursday, August 13, 2009

Why do we do what we do?? the flesh battles against the spirit

Draw nigh unto God and he will draw nigh unto you: For what is your life? It is even a vapor, that it appeareth for a little time, then it vanisheth away.....
WHAT ARE YOU GONNA DO with your life- it is short... MORE importantly..where are you going to go after your life?? God loves us so much its unfathomable.. we spend our whole lives looking for love when the most amazing love of all has been right there waiting for you to turn to him. He stands by while we try to find all of these ways to try to make ourselves happy- He doesnt force himself on us.. We have free will. As we sin and put other things before him- throw his name down to the bottom of the list- if its even on it.. It's time we go back to our first love.. He loved us first... he loves us SO much.. its incredible. A love so much that he would sacrifice himself- be brutally murdered.. And we dont even throw him as much as a thank you.."i'm too tired to go to church.. i am scared to tell someone about God.." We come up with the lamest excuses. I am so glad God didnt come up with one but went thru with his death and saved me. I want to do as much as I can for God. It is scary and everything sometimes, but why do we need to fear man when the creator of all there is HAS OUR BACK! ANd will not allow anything happen to us that he isn't in charge of?
ANd the best part.. we get a RealatiONship with him.. he wants our love. He hates it when we sin. Maybe hate isn't a strong enough word. He died for us to be free from the garbage that we run to everyday.. I am feeling some fire in me!


Sunday, May 17, 2009

hello world

i think i should start writing again..i used to write for an outlet; seeing that with my old life i was not allowed to really socailize-seeing as i might get "influenced" in the wrong way and suddenly turn into a horrible person.Writing was a hueg outlet for me and i have been able to hang out with people and actually have friends and a life i have gotten way to busy. I run out of time and the day is over before i have gotten everything done..then i hve so much i wanna get done; dreams i want to do places i want to go things to do places to go; find my soulmate.. learn guitar start singing whatever i want to do... have money..dont have to worry about things. life is life tho you have stuff that happens like it or not.


Wednesday, January 14, 2009

a voice that cannot be heard

 Am i just a line on a pregnancy test? Do you feel any love for me in your chest?

My little baby hands and toes are beginning to form- I have no idea that soon they'll be torn

Then one day as i happily kick around, my little baby ears detect a foriegn sound

Suddenly feeling my safe place in your womb begin to disapear-

I scream for you as my tiny heart fills with fear as strange metal objects begin to appear

I desperately twist turn and kick, there is no room! i am not quick

"Mommy!" "Its catching my leg! I'm caught in its grip!"

I can't get away- my little body quivers as my leg starts to rip

feelig something like never before- pain cripples my body as my limbs are being ripped and torn

As i scream and cry in pain- a thought flies through my almost dead brain

As my life is taken and torn from me before your eyes- can't you hear my tortured tormented cries?

I loved you right from start -till the very end when i was torn apart

 i thought you loved me the same from that special place in your heart

No one will ever know my name, i wonder what i could of became

would i have changed someones life?

aborTION

* I wrote this a long time ago so it is kind of different..I wonder what the babys side of the story is

when it gets "aborted"*


writing draws out a part that no one can see- its full of passion drive and a sprirt thats free

not afraid to attack things that are feared- or tender feelings that have not been seared

wondering,questioning.searching,finding ..going on inside while outside you keep a smile shining

 

 

 

 

 

 


Saturday, January 10, 2009

why does it have to be so misunderstandable
things happen and then you can't be sure of the very ground your standing on..
is this gonna be taken out from under me too
unanswered questions filling my mind
what to do what to say just keep being kind
A lot goes on inside that you wish you could share
then something happens and in my heart starts to tear
trying to understand wishing i could
feelling pushed away losing track of where i stood
then my buit up mountain i live on the very foundation starts to come loose
Things that are important to me are brushed away
things that i try to hold close are pulled away
knowing who i am keep my face lited up
gotta keep going when the going is tough
even when i've had eonough
having to pull out my strength i hide inside
why can't it go like it used to happy go lucky nothing to lose to
wishing waiting hoping and watching maybe thats wrong i shuld be walking
trust in God and myself we got this



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